An Apology Note Lyrics — Holding Absence

Hold me close, my only love
You know I've never been enough
For anything or anyone
Now watch me as I come undone

You held me together
I'll hold you forever in my heart

As I stand at the top of the stairs
Saint Peter meets me there
Asks me why I've come to see him so soon
As I fall from the top of the chair
Can't help but wonder why
I left you too soon

I've spend all the time
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I've lost a vital part of me
And here's my apology

You held me together
I'll hold you forever in my heart

As I stand at the top of the stairs
Saint Peter meets me there
Asks me why I've come to see him so soon
As I fall from the top of the chair
Can't help but wonder why
I left you too soon

Here I stand of a hope and I pray
Saint Peter even there, I ask myself
As we sat in the waiting room chair
Can't help but feel alive
I left you too soon