A Reluctance of Being Lyrics — KEN mode

I'm never going to be okay
I can feel my senses dull
Every waking moment hurts just a little bit more
A lifetime of building, crumbling down
An eternal white out of endless grey
With no comfort in this numbness
There needs to be a release
I need to be released
This overwhelming pressure of teeth
Grinding in my skull
Left reeling from a permeating itch
Tossing in the night
My last resort
I can't, so I won't
I can't, so I won't
I'll never let you be okay
We're never going to be okay